Persahabatan

Walaupun sakit kepala, tapi mood untuk update blog masih ada.

Saya tidak tahu apa kesalahan yang saya lakukan sampai awak nak berpura-pura baik dengan saya, appear offline dekat FB. Memandangkan awak tak nak chat dengan saya, atau mungkin saya menyusahkan awak. Saya rasa persahabatan kita ini dah cukup di sini. Saya tak nak fikir benda-benda yang menyakiti hati saya. Saya tidak akan menganggu awak. Saya cuma akan memberitahu perkara penting daripada bersembang biasa. Jangan risau saya masih akan senyum depan awak. Maafkan saya. Saya sudah rasa sesak nafas dengan layanan awak.

 

So stress!!!

Why suddenly I feel so stress? Why I drop my tears? I never cry during my degree study, but I had been cried for quite many times for my master study. I want to be strong, but I failed to do it. I try my best to friend with you even I know that you betray me. I am the one start msg and call you, but you didn't reply and answer call. I found out everytime I drop my tears because of you. I always treat you as my best friend, that's why I worry you. But, it comes out with: You don't want reply my msg; You don't want answer my call; You don't want to discuss with me for anything; You don't want to talk with me. Why I need to face all these things? I put my true heart on you, but what I get is just zero. But, I still remind myself: Maeq Chai, maybe is you are the one who did wrong, so try your best to get back this friendship. Friendship Forever!

Blog pertama 2012

Blog pertama 2012.

Azam baru 2012 saya:
1. Menghabiskan master saya dengan lancar
2. Menjalankan segala urusan dengan lancar
3. Dapat publish 2 lagi paper
4. Dapat pergi conference luar negara
3. Berharap ujian persahabatan dah berhenti pada tahun 2011
4. Berharap abang angkat saya jangan bersikap mementingkan diri :)

Saya rasa bersyukur terdapat senior-senior yang menjaga saya sepanjang pelajaran saya walaupun member-member saya dah belajar dan bekerja dekat tempat lain.

Terima kasih kepada yang menemani saya selama ini- Abg Nik, Kak Bakyah, Kak Zakiyah, Kak Aimi, Asyraff. Love you all so much <3

Birthday + crying day

Today (11/12/2011) is my birthday. It should be a happy day for me. But...... I cry alone in my room.. I really need to be more strong to face with different people. I should always think that different people had their own attitude and I should accept all of it. But, I think today I fail to do it. And I felt so sorry to myself. I shouldn't let myself being so weak. I should think positively that this is one of the challenge that I will face during working time. :)

start my blog agn

I had been a long time didn't write my blog.. Seem now i will start my master life at UMT, so let me start the 1st blog 2day for my master celebration.. hehe

Anyway, I juz hope that I can finish my master in the short time..

updating my blog...

it's been a long time i didn't update my blog... but, i really don't know what to write here.. maybe just feel like a bit unhappy because just left 1 month at Terengganu... really gonna miss here soon... hope tat nextime i can always travel to here.. but, for sure, I will need to disturb my dear abg nik if i come travel at terengganu nextime.. hehe

At Lab postgraduate...

1stime i wrote my blog at lab postgraduate.. Bcoz of too free at here.. but need to stay here for EIS analysis explaination.. so, stay here and get more knowledge on it.. sumore 2day is a lucky day i think 11/1/11.. wat a nice day.. make me feel happy too although my EIS graph not good.. but i learn sumting on it... N i know tat learn from failure is a best motivation for you to improve.. yeah^^